From under my hat (1952)

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throwing the dollar in his face! I hadn't expected any reward, but when anybody volunteered for the first time in my life to give me something, I expected it to be important. Maybe a ten-dollar gold piece. So, when he put the value of one silver dollar on his eyesight and my services, I put my grandfather out of my life. Slamming the money down on the secretary, I fled from the room, packed my clothes, went home, and never saw him again. Call it hate, call it vindictiveness, call it anything you like, as far as I was concerned he no longer existed. I should like to report that when he died I forgave him and attended his funeral, but I did not. Having had no respect for him in life, I didn't develop any when he died. The incident colored most of my life. My brother Sherman helped Dad in the meat market Between them they managed always to keep a fine fast horse. We had two horses: a good one for the boys to hitch to a buggy to take their girls riding —that was the way it was in our family; the boys got everything, the girls nothing— and Fanny, the good old plug used for store deliveries. I never had a bicycle, and resented it. I never had any horse but old Fanny. All the other neighborhood kids had something that made you notice them, so I saved up— even tapped the till for a few extra dollars which I thought I'd earned (now I know I earned them)— until I had enough money to send to Sears Roebuck for a sidesaddle. No girl in town had one. I'd never used one, having ridden only farm horses, bareback. But I'd seen pictures in magazines of graceful ladies in tailored habits riding sidesaddle. So I made a habit for myself while I was waiting for my purchase to come by express. Its arrival marked a red-letter day in my life. I'd give a good deal if I had a picture of myself sallying forth on top of old Fanny, wearing my homemade habit and Sherman's derby hat. It was Sunday, and I rode past the Altoona bucks and loafers without deigning a glance in their direction. My head was so high that the sky and I were cheek-to-cheek. Halfway to Hollidaysburg, on the main highway, Fanny had enough. After working hard all week she was used to having the 23